iMirechan

E N G L I S H

I've just turned 18, and so far it meant absolutelly nothing to me. I mean, it's no big deal, just another number, another boring year. All my life I've been feeling like noone actually cared for me, they smiled at me but their smiles where fake, full of false pretenses. The always ended up hurting me, as I'm as senstivie as I can be. However, as  grew up, I found some exceptions, people that have put up with me through my best and my worst moments and have never flickered, never stopped being by my side. Friends are not just for laughing, they are there for lending you a shoulder to cry on, and to cry with you if needed. They are there to show you that if you disappeared they would miss you for real. This is something I can say about my best friend in the world, AlmateriaTS, and some other few friends that don't have a dA account.

However this journal is not dedicated to my friends, I mean, it is, but I wanted to focus on someone very special to me, a friend who I've always admired since the moment I met him because of his maturity, his way of treating other people, always with respect and a smile on his face. Someone I've really really liked for a long time and who I look up to, but that I though was too far for me to reach. But, honestly, life can surprise us in so many ways, and as my heart suffered so much last year now I can say for sure that I believe it can be healed. He finaly accepted me, I don't know why or how, for me this is still a mystery but the greatest dream I've ever had.

I'm talking about He has passed through the hardest time of his life these last days, and I've suffered so much for seeing him like that. I did all that I could to bring back that smile that I've always loved, and I think I succeded ^^ As a result from that he asked me out o_o I couldn't believe it, but I said yes n///n I know with him I can heal my wounds and love once again, basically because I've loved him for a looong time I promise here and now, Erick, I won't ever make you go through the things you faced these past days. I'll be your wings so you can fly high, and if you say "nothing can save me" then I'll be Nothing, so I can save you.

I love you, now and forever, as long as there's breath in my lungs
1o.o4.1o

E S P A Ñ O L

Acabo de cumplir los 18, y hasta ahora eso no significaba absolutamente nada para mi. Es decir, no es gran cosa, solo otro numero, otro aburrido año. Toda mi vida me he sentido como si no le importase a nadie, me sonreian pero sus sonrisas eran falsas, cargadas de falsas intenciones. Siempre acababan hiriendome, siendo yo tan sensible como soy. Sin embargo, segun iba creciendo, he encontrado algunas excepciones, gente que ha estado conmigo durante mis mejores y peores momentos y nunca han vacilado, nunca han dejado mi lado. Los amigos no estan solo para reirse, sino para que te presten un hombro donde llorar, y llorar contigo si hace falta. Estan ahi para demostrarte que si desaparecieses te echarian de menos de verdad. Esto es algo que puedo decir sobre mi mejor amiga en el mundo, AlmateriaTS, y algunos otros amigos que no tienen cuenta de dA.

Sin embargo este journal no esta dedicado a mis amigos, quiero decir, lo está, pero queria centrarme en alguien muy especial para mi, un amigo al que siempre he admirado desde el momento que le conoci, por su madurez, su forma de tratar a los demas, siempre con respeto y una sonrisa en el rostro. Alguien que me lleva gustando mucho tiempo y a quien adoto, pero que estaba demasiado lejos como para alcanzarle, o eso pensaba. La vida da unos giros realmente sorprendentes, y despues de que mi corazon sufriese tanto el año pasado ahora puedo decir con seguridad que creo que puede curarse. Él por fin me ha aceptado, no se por qué ni como, ya que para mi sigue siendo un misterio, pero es el mejor sueño que jamas he tenido.

Hablo de Ha pasado por los momentos mas dificiles de su vida en estos ultimos dias y yo he sufrido muchisimo por verle asi. Hice todo lo que pude para traer de vuelta esa sonrisa que siempre he amado, y creo que he tenido exito ^^ Como resultado de eso me pidió salir o_o No podia ni creermelo, pero dije q si n///n Se que con puedo curar mis heridas y amar una vez mas, basicamente porque le llevo amando desde hace muuucho Te prometo aqui y ahora, Erick, que jamas te hare pasar las cosas por las que has tenido q pasar en estos dias. Seré tus alas para que vueles alto, y si dices que "nada te podrá salvar" entonces yo seré Nada, asi te salvaré.


Te amo, ahora y siempre, mientras haya aliento en mis pulmones.
1o.o4.1o

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Kiriban: 7777
Birthday: April 7th (I accept belated presents 8D! lol)
Art status: Art trades open

MY OCS (ORIGINAL CHARACTERS)

E N G L I S H

First of all, WTF???? The kiriban passed already!!! O_O I had 4883 views yesterday when I went to bed, well, now I have 5017, 157 views in 10 hours! Well, anyway, seems noone got the 5k, but there was a girl who got the closer one: img714.imageshack.us/img714/21…. Congrats to ! I'll start working on your request as soon as you tell me what you want XD

Also, the new kiriban is the 7777, be sure to get that one, guys!


Changing the subject, I'm proud to announce the YPZ club is now open and in full bloom!

Go check it out! Yesterday I spent the whole day uploading the first chapter, available in spanish and english Go, have fun, and join us!

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Antes de nada, WTF???? Ya se ha pasado el kiriban!!! O_O Tenia 4883 vistas cuando me fui ayer a la cama, bueno, pues ahora tengo 5017, 157 vistas en 10 horas! En fin, parece que nadie ha pillado el 5k justo, pero hubo una chica que pillo el mas cercano: img714.imageshack.us/img714/21… Felicidades ! Empezare a trabajar en tu pedido en cuanto em digas lo que quieres XD

El proximo kiriban sera el 7777, aseguraros de coger ese, chicos!


Cambiando de tema, me siento orgullosa de anunciar que el club de YPZ ya esta abierto y hermoso!

Id a echarle un ojo! Ayer me pase todo el dia subiendo el primer capitulo, disponible en español e ingles Id, pasadlo bien, y uniros!

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Kiriban: 7777
Birthday: April 7th (I accept presents 8D! lol)
Art status: Art trades open

MY OCS (ORIGINAL CHARACTERS)

E N G L I S H

Hi guys! Finally after lots of time (maybe too much) I've come to a decision about how to post my manga. I'm going to make a club, anyone can join it (you know how these club things go) and I will post all YPZ related there. There will be a section for original drawings, another for fanart (I hope I get tons ) soon there will be a cosplay section (yeah, I'll tell you about that later on, kukuku~) and, of course, there will be a manga section. In there I'll post the pages, so you can read them and stuff C: That way anyone who is interested can just follow the club, and if you are not you can keep watching me or whatever without getting all my manga pages in your inbox XD

What do you think about it? I think it's a nice idea It will be like a fanclub, more or less.
It will be up and running soon, later today or tomorrow. Right now I'm thinking about some random stuff like how much I'd like I could pay a sub for the club, but I'm afraid I'm outta money, so it will be sub-less for now

Oh, also, is anyone interested in being part of the staff? I'll need some help but I want people who takes this seriously and who I can trust on. Well, any question/suggestion/idea you have, go ahead and tell. I'll be glad to hear you guys C:

Thanks for your patience so far!
See ya soon ~~ <3

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Wenas! Por fin tras mucho tiempo (kizas demasiado) ya he llegado a una decision sobre como postear mi manga. Voy a hacer un club, cualquiera puede unirse (ya sabeis como funciona esto de los grupos) y alli posteare todo lo que tenga relacion con YPZ. Habra una seccion para dibujos originals, otra para fanart (espero conseguir muchos ) y tambien dentro de poco una seccion cosplay (si, ya os contare sobre eso, kukuku~) y, por supuesto, una seccion para manga. Ahi posteare las paginas, para que las podais leer y eso C: Asi cualquiera que este interesado puede seguir al grupo, y si no lo esta puede seguir watcheandome a mi sin que se le llene la inbox de paginas XD

Ke os parece? Creo q es wena idea Sera como un fanclub, mas o menos.
Estara listo pronto, luego o mañana. Ahora mismo estoy pensando en cosillas varias, como por ejemplo lo mucho que me gustaria poder pagar una subscripcion para el club, pero me temo que ando sin pasta, asi que de momento se keda sin sub

Ah y por cierto, le interesaria a alguien ser parte de la administracion? Necesitaria ayuda pero kiero gente que se lo tome en serio y en la q pueda confiar. Bueno, cualquier pregunta/sugerencia/idea que tengais, decidmelo. Me encantara escucharlas C:

Gracias por la paciencia q habeis tenido!
Os veo pronto ~~ <3

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Kiriban: 5000
Birthday: April 7th (I accept presents 8D! lol)
Art status: Art trades open

MY OCS (ORIGINAL CHARACTERS)

B A C K! // W E N A S!

Finally my exams are over!! I can't believe it, I passed them all except too! TvT (those are good news LOL) I have the make up exams after spring break so 'til them, I'm free!! I'm so happy <33

So well I missed A LOT since I was gone o_O I'll reply to all your comments as soon as possible but probably I'll take longer with the favs, and I have zillions of deviations to look at so don't be mad at me if I fav-and-run a little w@ I'll try to keep up to date as soon as possible

Por fin terminé los examenes!! No me lo puedo creer, he aprobado todos menos dos! TvT (eso es bueno LOL) Tengo las recus despues de semana santa asi que hasta entonces, soy libre!! Ke feliz toi <33

Y bueno me he perdido UN MONTON de cosas o_O Contestare a todos los comentarios en cuanto pueda pero probablemente me tarde mas con los favs, y tengo zillones de deviaciones que ver asi que no os enfadeis si faveo y no comento w@ Intentare ponerme al dia lo antes posible

K I R I B A N + B D A Y

Just remembering you the 5k kiriban is comming closer (a bit slow so far due to my lack of activity, but as soon as I stay around for a while it will sky rocket so be careful ) and also my birthday *3* There's still time, though, it's on April 7th I tell you this mainly because I know some people will want to make me some drawing as a present, and I wanted to give them time ^__^ So now you know, on April 7th I'll be legal, w00t! (?)

Os recuerdo que el kiriban 5k se acerca (lento, debido a mi falta de actividad, pero en cuanto me ponga en marcha se disparará asi que cuidadin ) y tambien mi cumple *3* Aun hay tiempo, es el 7 de abril Os lo digo ahora porque se que hay gente que quiere regalarme un dibu y quiero darles tiempo ^__^ Asi que ya lo sabeis, el 7 de abril sere mayor de edad, w00t! (?) y podre ir al bingo! </wtf>

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Remember that thing about 's sub? Well, it's over now We have a winner! Thank you VERY much to DarksProdigy for your kidness You are awesome and you know it :'D You know, you can ask me anything you want and I'll draw it for you ^_^

Also, art trades are open again Note and ask ~

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E N G L I S H

Just trying out a new journal skin, I was tired of the boring previous one. This one has black and pink! *v* (my two fav colours!)
Well, apart from that, I also wanted to say "HI! I'M STILL ALIVE!"
I've been absolutely inactive for the last week, and I'm sorry about it >< I'm still trying to reply to your many comments, though I'm unable to say thanks for the favs anymore OTL However I'm not deleting them from my inbox, so as soon as I get some free time I'll be sure to say thanks to all of them in your profiles, as always ^__^

My lack of deviations is due to, as you probably know, my exams. I've told you many times before that I'm on my last year of high school and here things get pretty rought towards the end x_x I've managed to pass all my exams except maths, so far, so I don't want to stop doing my best now, and if that means making some sacrifices... that I will do! >3  However I'll try to upload some doodles I have scanned, so you can see I'm not dead

TLDR: I'm uber busy with school and other personal problems, nothing to worry about but still very important stuff, meaning I won't be uploading many things in the next few weeks (2 weeks or so) Please be patient and try to understand me! *bows* I'll come back in full force as soon as my exams finish ^_^

E S P A Ñ O L

Probando una skin nueva para el journal, ya me cansaba la antigua. Esta es negra y rosa! *v* (mis dos colores prefes!)
Bueno, a parte de eso, queria decir "NAS! SIGO VIVA!"

Llevo desde la semana pasada totalmente inactiva, y lo siento >< Sigo intentado responder vuestros comentarios, aunque ya no puedo decir gracias por todos los favs OTL Sin embargo no los borro de mi inbox asi que en cuanto tenga algo de tiempo libre ire a daros las gracias uno a uno en vuestras paginas, como siempre ^__^

Mi falta de deviaciones se debe a, como seguramente ya sabreis, mis examenes. He dicho bastantes veces antes de ahora que estoy en el ultimo año de instituto y las cosas se ponen dificiles hacia el final x_x He conseguido aprobar todos los examenes menos mates, hasta ahora, asi que no quiero dejar de esforzarme ahora, incluso aunque eso signifique sacrificar algunas cosas >3 Sin embargo intentare subir algunos garabatos que tengo escaneados, para que veais que no he muerto

En resumen: Toi super liada con el insti y otros problemas personales, nada de que preocuparse pero aun asi son importantes, por lo que no subire muchas cosas en las proximas dos semanas. Por favor sed pacientes e intentad comprenderme! *hace reverencia* Volvere a plena potencia en cuando hayan terminado los examenes! ^_^

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On another note, my best friend and shinkuro master is running out of sub. I payed her previous one and I don't think my parents will let me pay her another one ( when I'm 18 I'll be sure to pay with my money, but I'm still a minor ) So, this probably wont' work but it doesn't hurt to try, right? If anyone pays her a sub I'll draw them whatever they want, without asking anything in return for me. Of course I must be sure that you have done it, so show me a proof of it. I know people are very stingy with their money, but I'l do my best with the drawing they ask so it will be worth the money After showing me proof we can talk about what you want and stuff ^^ Oh, also, the picture will be better done if the sub is greater (1 month sub = nice drawing ; 3 month sub = awesome drawing, etc.)

If anyone is interested please go ahead. Subs aren't very expensive, and I think it's worth it, to make AlmateriaTS smile and to get a free pic from me, when I never accept requests

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